11-MAR-2021_angels collecting gifts for Jesus
(Jesus speaking: ) Fear not these testings and these tryings. You are being made white, and not everything will feel good and right, nor will you like everything others do. Questions abundant will be part of you, as you feel your way through life. It’s like you are blind in many ways, and have to get your leading from those who can see; who know what end is up and what is down, and where to go from here.
There are few battles that you will truly understand why and how. So why this is an issue for you, remains a mystery.

Giving when it doesn’t feel fun is actual giving.
It’s a surrender thing. 
As you keep surrendering to My will in this, and not holding a grudge against Me, showing trust, is a treasure to Me. I need to test your faith to obey even when you don’t seem to be blissfully happy doing so. 
Sometimes angels come around to collect or receive a gift that they can pass on to Me.
In faithfully loving, and trusting in Me for making the situation so, (even if you think that because I love you it doesn’t seem right that I would make something hard, yet you push that aside and trust Me anyway), that is a gift.
Dear angel friend gave Me that gift that he was able to gather. It’s no gift if you just have a pleasant time with a companion, but when through a few tears you surrender and yield and even pray for the good of the other, then I take notice. And when I take notice, this is a good thing. That means I write it in My book of remembrance that I keep about you. And things that I remember, My notebook memories, those things in my “diary” that have to do with you, are then repaid to you or something happens about them.
You wonder why some calendar dates, or things you said years ago, are remembered by Me, even things that occurred long ago and you have long forgotten them? Then suddenly something happens to do with it. It’s because it was noted in my “book of remembrance”. Not everything goes in there, and that’s why there are those things that are and will be “forgotten”. 
But surrendering to give love is something of value. And if angels help to bring about something that is noteworthy, something I take note of and jot down to do something about it later, or just to muse on it later to give Me joy, this gets them in the “good books” too, and their deeds and feats and victories are noted as well. These are compiled and added to their files of things they helped to do, and thus things they can be called on to do.
You think going to battle is and always has been a fun job? You are the tool, the weapon of love. You become a weapon of brotherhood. The weapon feels the blows and gets used, yes. But the hand of the one using this weapon is grateful for this tool. And so are the angels glad to have the tool of “charity” to use to keep [others] thriving and making progress.