14-Dec-2021_fruit of your actions
(Jesus speaking: ) You can’t judge by outward appearance and say this thing works but that one doesn’t, for the fruit of each of your actions is not that apparent. You have to wait and see. 
But just because there is a whole lot of pain involved doesn’t mean that you are to call it a day. The fruit will show when the time is right. 
Battles will be a part of life no matter what you do or don’t do. You can’t skip out on them at this point in time. So just hunker down and make the best of the situation, and don’t worry too much. I am in control and will do things as I see is fit.