17-Jan-2021_you are not a bug_perfectly robotic
More from the “Seeds of David”: Fun and free frolicking in the fields
Did you notice that droplet of dew on that blade of grass? You missed it? Come. Look closely at it and see its beauty, its perfection. It’s hard to imagine how there are some things that are perfect. Many things in nature really are perfect and are doing totally what they are created to be doing, and looking just perfect—yet you can’t achieve even to the perfection of a single droplet of water. Why is that? Because you are being what YOU were created to be. A human. And that means mistakes and humblings and learning along the way. 
In reality, you really are perfectly what you were made to be—an imperfect soul that is always trying to discover, and who needs their Creator’s help. So if you have the ability to make mistakes and sometimes sadden your Creator by your choices, that just proves that you are perfectly what you were made to be like. It means you are not a bug, but something far more interesting to the one who created and fashioned you. A bug will do what it’s made to do. But a human faces a whole lot more challenges and struggles just to do the basics of what they are meant to do, and it’s more a matter of will power and love if they manage to do what is right.
You saw an example of robotically doing what you are meant to, when ants were scurrying quickly, to wherever they were supposed to go, and so they took no notice of the bit of food you placed right there beside them. It was more of a disruption to them then a gift that saved them time running off to find and get food somewhere else far away. But they were programmed to do whatever they were commanded to do and nothing else. 
Whereas if that ant had a human brain for that moment, they would have said: “Wow! That saves me a whole lot of time. What a God-send! It just appeared here right beside me; must have come out of the sky. Great. I don’t need to waste more time looking. Supper is served!”
So it’s funner for interaction purposes for God to have creations like humans to do fun and surprizing things with. They respond in unique ways, and it makes this far more interesting.
Be glad to be you! You are loved for who and what you are, mistakes and all. That’s the point of the game. Or He would have made mindless robotic creatures, if that’s what He’d wanted. You don’t have to get too down about your flaws, or even those of others. Be patient and tolerant, and most of all, keep some interesting and pleasant interaction going with the one who designed and fashioned you. He loves that.