2-JAN-2021_Arcothon on being a conduit for prayer 
(Arcothon speaking: )
My dear little student. God won’t upbraid you because you aren’t good at something when you come to Him asking to improve your skill. Indeed there is lots you can learn. 
You feel that because of your feelings or lack of them, it will affect your prayers, or get you off the rail altogether, and that’s why you wish for the Holy Spirit to pray through you.
There’s nothing wrong with feeling too utterly weak, entirely unable to do a task your Lord and commander has asked of you. Because we can do nothing of ourselves, if we were given tasks truly equal to our powers it would be downright insulting; they would be so puny. No, we are given the tasks rather that need to be done, and then as we yield to His supreme power, He grants our wish to have each bit of the anointing in order to do what needs to be done.

[My broken hearted prayer, then received more]

(Arcothon speaking, lesson on praying: )
Okay darling, first lesson, there can be no private agendas. If you are praying because you want your will to be done on Earth, then you’ve flunked the prayer session before it even started. So knowing Your Master’s will before or during prayer is the best way to go.
So, now with a pile of broken dreams and a heart in pieces all heaped together, it’s time to pull out the magic wand of intercessory prayer, for God’s will to be done. No use trying to make your will be done, that’s done and over with. Now’s the time to pray for His will, and don’t care what happens to you in the mix. 
Sometimes being a conduit is fun, like when you receive an important message, or something neat and inspiring. Other times, like in the prayer department, you get nothing back or to show for, that you can tell. But you are simply relaying words to the throne of God of things that are needed.