24-APR-2021_into My Royal Court at last
(Jesus speaking: ) Baby, when you come into My Royal court and we at last meet, eye to eye, face to face, feet to feet, bosom to bosom, arm to arm, it will be such a breath taking, intimate joining. 
Yes, we can meet in the bed of love, but sometimes I do like to meet you in more style, a bit closer to “Lord and God” for we need this element to keep our loving strong throughout all time.
The lighting will be dim, all servants will be sent out. Alone you will stand before your God. Just you and Me. You and Me in wild openness. Nothing covering your past history, your thoughts; the real you, standing before a righteous God. Nothing and no one you can try to hide behind to try to pass any blame to. Just you and Me. 
I will beckon you to My side and will not hide My feelings, the tender spot that I have for you. I may cry some tears for some of the loss of your life that you do feel regret for, or for mistakes you have made that were not in accordance with My plan and design for you. 
Together, yes, some tears will be shed. But I will tenderly embrace you. This moment need just be between you and I. I will not flaunt your faults for all to see at the same time that you are being made aware of them. This is a moment more intimate than living out one’s deepest and most personal fantasies. More intimate than being totally frank with someone you care about and baring you innermost secrets. 
When we share a touch of pain, together, for opportunities missed, or joys I was not able to acquire with your life due to your own will being more important to you than what I had in mind, this is the most intimate we can get.
Don’t you want that? Don’t you want to get really, really close?
You can’t escape the flaws, for I have made it be so; I planned that there are some, or many, in each person’s life. I let there be mistakes for that breaks you and the recovering is the making part where you then make new choices that you wouldn’t have if you had always done things right, 100% of the time, during your whole life on Earth.
You will kneel in prayer, cry some tears, on the cushion before My throne. And so will I cry as I place My hand on your head. I will pray for the renewal, for the reshaping to take place as a result of what is revealed to you. 
There are some things, or most, that are being hidden from your judgement and view. I’m purposely not pointing out each thing that you are too immature to notice just yet. You need to focus on other things, the battle at hand. But then comes the time for retraining, for refitting for the life in the next realm.
Your tears will seem to have no end. You will be ashamed of your lack of clarity in vision, in knowing what really is the most important to Me. All those times you focused on what you thought was good or best, but it was off the track as your heart had other things it was trying to pursue, will be shown clearly. 
It won’t be done in rash anger, but in pity and tenderness and with many tears on My behalf as well. For every tear you shed I will match with many. Together we will share the experience. It is not the time for rewards and commendation, this sacred moment of revelation and heart to heart re-start communion. 
You will find in that moment, the key to wishing to please Me above all. Any last vestiges of your own will and desires will vanish, for you will see where self-will leads, and you will wish to have nothing to do with that method of operating. 
It’s not just the Earth experience that trains you for humbly accepting your role in the next life, but also the “refitting” time of seeing, tenderly, gently, what was missed, and how very much, more so than you ever realised, how much you need to be ever in constant communication and surrender to Me.
The past, knowing your past wrongs, will help purge out the last vestiges of pride in your life, and you will become then as the butterfly. It’s not the great feats done by My Brides that gives them rank in the next life, but their utter humility. And sometimes those who have sinned the most, pulled the most boners, crashed their plane the most that gain them rank in the next life because they come crawling to Me for mercy, and it’s their utter humility, their knowledge of their utter lack of ability to anything right at all, that makes them then capable of doing something great and holding a place of responsibility. 
So you see it’s not in doing things right all the time that gets Me excited about future possibilities, but your humility and need of Me. Sometimes, often times, it’s the humiliation of mistakes, great and small, that brings that sense of utter need of Me. 
Now don’t think you can get away with doing wrong, knowingly, just to gain more humility from your deep embarrassment in the next life. All you do will be repaid you in some way—good and bad. I didn’t say those who pulled the biggest mistakes get high rank upon entry into the Kingdom of Glory. There are pathways of learning, deep and heart-felt learning for each one, some longer than others, depending on their desire to give up self, and crave Me, their Love and their Lord and the source of their life.
But I did say, when My Words were penned by scribes while on Earth, that those who didn’t know what was right, yet did the wrong will be punished with few stripes. This is what I am taking about. Those things that were hidden from you for a time, so that I could use you to focus on a mission—one you will be more than repaid for—those mistakes must and will be corrected. 
All will have their re-fitting sessions and lessons. But if it was hid from your view, or you were never informed, the strokes will be gentle. You will see the gentle side to Me then. (Those who know right and yet rebel to My face and harm others and keep “kicking against the pricks” will see a new side, a different side they need to see to get them in the right frame of mind. Whatever works for each individual is what I will meet out, so that all come to the right “knowledge” and all can work together well, speaking and hearing the same thing*.) 
Trying to skip out on future painful moments of refitting is as futile as pushing some rice in a bag over to one side, so that the other side has less—and thinking there really is less in the bag. It’s one half dozen or another. Either way you do it, whatever you choose, you will have more to learn, in some way, in the next life. –Because I didn’t make you God. I made you, you; a being that needs to learn as a child, one grade at a time. Why? Because I don’t need or want a bunch of “gods heads” trying to run or ruin things, like satan thought he could do. 
That’s why I say it’s going to be like entering the Kingdom of Glory as a child. Keep that frame of mind and you’ll learn things faster. If you get to the next chapter and think you will be head of this or that, and in charge of all kinds of things, it’ll take some serious swallowing of your pride to find that it’s not the case. You need to go through all the grades of learning. The more humility you have, and the more you know you can do nothing but what your God is enabling you to do, the faster pace you will learn at. Why? Because you won’t be so distracted at your disappointment at not being thought of as oh so lofty. If you have already removed your pride, then the learning part will go by much more swiftly. 
But once the heavier learning time is over, and you have gained your new way to view things; the old view washed away, then we’ll have a different meeting, you and I. 
I won’t say what this will be, for I’m keeping it as a surprise. You won’t be able to guess if you tried, for it’s past finding out. When we celebrate, we do it in style.
And remember, it’s all because I love you and want you on My team, in My heart, a part of Me for ever and ever. I do what I must to train you for the long, long haul. 
(*See files: 7-MAR-2021_will emotional pain ever stop; and 7-MAR-2021_love aplenty)

So, I had to usher people through the learning course, and Earth was low enough to be the most effective. That, plus the clean up afterwards and refitting for a life in the courts of the God of Love.  This sure purges the ranks and gives the biggest test—to give up pride and to embrace the Son of God as your King and Lord and Eternal Mate. 
But you love much, and I will forgive much. I will do what I must to bring you through as swiftly as you can so that we can get on to the happier, really exhilarating times that we can have as husband and wife, as Lord and servant, as God and creation, as Father and child, as Eternal beings that have no boundaries and everything, absolutely everything and anything is possible. It’s going to get more thrilling than you imagine. 
Right now you can’t imagine anything, as the walls are still on your understanding, placed there to keep you focusing on your life on Earth. “You see through the glass darkly.” But when I come one day and break the box you are in, your mind will be opened up to new and thrilling possibilities.