24-May-2021_giving to gain
(Jesus speaking: ) You’ve forgotten that I am your mate, your husband, the main man in your life. … If something costs and it seems you get the poor end of the deal, maybe not entirely but it seems like it in some way, then if/ when you are  a cheerful giver, in the end you are given back to in more ways than you gave.
Did you give up a husband? Then you get a hundred-fold. Did you give up children? The same applies. Did you give up fellowship and stories with others? You’ll get that given to you. Little truths like this are often missed or clouded over, making the hardships seem so hard. Why? So you won’t give. Because if you do, then you’ll be wonderfully paid back.
Maybe someone here in the eternal realm of delights has a package of good for you, but you need to earn it. Maybe they helped to engineer a way for you to get those points so you could get that extra treat. Rather than whining about a loss or lamenting a giving or “unfair” situation, thank Me for allowing you to do what it took to gain that prize. And then they get the joy of giving unto you, because it’s fun to give. And it’s even funner to give to a soul that earned it with the tears of sacrifice. 
I want you to remember that next time you humbly smile and give to another by allowing them to have or do something that you wish you could, but can’t and you are allowing them to have it instead. Maybe it was planned. In fact there is a whole lot more than is planned than you care to think about. 
Love plans. Love protects. Love provides all your needs, and all the scenarios to bring you through a life filled with love and can gain lots and lots back, heaps of love in return. To make your life totally serene without any sharing would mean there is little to be compensated for when you reach the other side. Did you think of that? Those who sorrow get the comfort and extra joys. Not that you need to be moping, but something things do just hurt a bit, as giving just naturally does. You can praise Me through the pain of a cost or loss. But if there is a bit of a pain involved, rejoice, for great will be your reward in Heaven.
Honey, angel of my soul. I take away. I strip. I bare, because I beautify. But beauty takes time; it is grown, year upon year, one heart break at a time. I strip you down to the bare necessities, like soil that is cleared for planting must be first made bare. Yea more, it must be stirred up and dug up and tossed and made loose. Hard and covered it is un-beautifiable. I strip so I can clothe with beauty. Every bit of beauty that comes from the creator comes with a cost of self given up. More land you give, more beauty you get. 
What more can you give unto Me?
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(Spirit helper speaking: ) You sit humbly now, humbled. You have no glorious conquests to show and declare, only a broken will, crumbled ideas, and a child who has neither of his parents and who depends on you day and night. But this is when the really great things can take place, because you are ready. But “great” in our eyes is so very different than what it looks like to you. So just keep being faithful and let your Lord and redeemer instruct you on what to do, day by day. 
A broken family is in the ashes around you? But the light of your burning is going to light others home.
Do you have anything else we can burn? We are desperately trying to light the world on fire, and we need all the help we can get. “Casting into the fire” is when you utterly forsake all to Jesus, for Jesus, and give Him all. That is fuel and oil for a wild raging fire that signals the end of the works of mankind, and the beginning of God being glorified. 
Beloved, we are going for the burn. We are an all out team. But you need to stay really close to Jesus to ensure the biggest blaze is going to occur. 
I take you from one learning time of intense lessons to the next. Weary not, for time will not linger endlessly.