29-Nov-2021_so you can fight and not faint
(Jesus speaking: ) I went through the worst of it so that I can be your trainer, through the worst years this world has ever known.
I know how to parry the enemy’s blows, for I too fought and won. 
Think of Me in the garden of Gethsemane and how I wrestled with the pain of going through the worst times I ever had gone through. My years of separation from My Father wore on me and when I was weakest in the flesh, that is when I had to face the worst battles of all, and so I desperately needed the strength from Heaven to empower Me to go through with it, come what may. 
I was weary from so much serving; weary with the emotions of having to give up my beloved disciples and return to living in the Spiritual realm primarily; weary with the thought of all those who didn’t accept Me and what it was going to cost both Me and any who followed after Me, though I did My best to help them want to embrace the light I came to shed on them. I was physically not well, and felt haggard to the point of utter exhaustion. 
But when those Heavenly angels came to minister to Me the Heavenly nourishment, it was like the last shot of empowerment to help me run the race until the end. There was nothing on this earth that was powerful enough to get My weakened physical body to a state of empowerment to go through the torment I had to endure. I would have fainted long before I had completed all the scripture prophecies that told what I was to do at the time of My departure from Earth. Only something from the spiritual realm where I was heading would sustain My flesh, so I could fight and not be too weary; so I could run the last bit of the race and not faint.