5-Mar-2021_high calling focus
(See file: 5-Mar-2021_angelic offer to go deeper)
(Angelic helper: ) This life is too short to live everything that could and maybe should be lived out. 
Do you really wish to reach the end of it having tasted, only, this and that, little bites, but never having reached a single goal that you were meant to reach with your one short life?
Let things go so you can grab on to the few things that you can see through to completion without a lot of competition for your attention and time.
You feel so very stifled, but that’s good, as you need there to be tough boundaries or you’d go every which way to make good happen for your Lord and King, but seldom completing a single thing. It’s been hard enough as it is so far. There are just so many needs to fill. 
But your love cup will be topped up one of these days, and all the things you’ve had to put a pause or stop on, will and can be opened up. You’ve got eternity to explore all kinds of possibilities. Just not now or you’ll be sorely disappointed with the loss of not having reached the top priority. It’s a “high calling” that means anything lower in importance can’t be part of the plan. You just focus on the few goals and give it your all. 
But fulfilment will come, all in good time my dear one. We’ll see to it, as we know what you feel, we know the loss or pain that it is, and how you miss this or that. And we who have and are helping you reach your goal get to help make things up to you. Okay? It’ll be better then, anyway; much better and so much more fulfilling then just having your cookies all here, right now, in the paltry way.