6-DEC-2019_I cherish every bit of your love
(Jesus speaking: ) You have no idea how satisfying your desire for Me is. I cherish every bit of your love. I gobble it up like a fainting man needs food after a long tiring journey without food and rest. Your love is My nourishment.  I wouldn’t trade this for a mere apparition of a symbol of Me that curbs and takes away this deep desire, and changes it to wishing for more physical and visual manifestations. Instead I want you to seek Me in spirit and in truth. Then I can reveal Myself to you in real and deep ways, through our heart to heart, mind to mind, spirit to spirit union.
One taste of the tree of life will make all the wait worth the while. Great joy will be yours when I can lavishly reward you for every moment of faith when you held on. 
I am your invisible God, the one you are to worship in Spirit. Those that do, will get to see the reward of their faith. You’ll find you have lost nothing by holding on in faith. Some people want a God they can hold, see, touch, and experience, like they do any other person. But a God that size is pretty small. 
However, if you choose to be believe in a God that’s so big that you can’t possibly see all of Him, and can’t begin to comprehend all of His power, then when at last you get the reward of faith and get it by sight in all the ways I wish to reward you and show Myself to you, you will be very, very joyful. We’ll have the best time together, far better than you could ever have had simply having a vision or spiritual visitation. I’ll see to it that all your wildest dreams come true in all the best ways. I will satisfy you, if you let yourself crave Me now. Satisfy Me now through your craving, and when the time is right I will enjoy giving to you great satisfaction.