6-Jan-2021_fresh and clean and hungry
(Spirit helper speaking: ) “Create in me a clean heart” says the scripture. And that’s what I do best. I look, I search for the deep and dark and dirty places that I know upset the Saviour. I do a clean out and help you be all fresh and clean. 
How do I do this? By bringing things to your mind that are offensive--especially when you read God’s Word, which is like a lamp shining both on your pathway and into your heart and mind. I can help create a hunger for God’s Word that will make you feel you need it. 
What happened when you were whistling along your merry way, quite oblivious to the needs and folks around you, and certainly very unaware of your own faults and feeble ways of responding, and boom, you are weeping and in need of Word time healing?
Well, these and other things I help to bring about. Sudden situations that make you reel with a feeling or a tug on your heart, get you right into the Word. If you are not going to cling tightly on your own, because in humility you remember how little you are and how greatly you need His help, then I might knock you down in the mud a wee bit, and remind you just how slippery the pathway really is, if we weren’t all upholding you.
 “Knock you down” might sound harsh, but really all we have to do is remove the steadying help we give, and like gravity, naturally you are falling. It’s not that we are pushing you down, but in reality you simply fall like you would be doing all the time if it weren’t for Heaven’s aides always bearing you up. 
So are you crying about something now, something that puts you down a few pegs? It’s to humble you. Not so that you can feel depressed, but so that your automatic spirit-vacuum can be on full throttle and suck the good from God.
If you are crying and are getting no relief for a long while, it’s because you are blocking the pipe so the good can’t be sucked into your heart. What is blocking it? Pride; focusing on wounded pride. Wound licking; thoughts like “How could that have happened to me? Why me?” These block the way for the healing medicine, the Word of God, to flow in. 
You might spitefully say, “Well, if I didn’t get hurt, then I wouldn’t need healing.”
The point isn’t to get healed; the point is, “Are you drinking in fresh and alive Words from the Redeemer?” Remember that is what will make you grow, and those that grow get special rewards and allowances in the realm to come. 
Do we want you to be rewarded? Do we want US to be rewarded? Same thing. We all share the “spoils of the war” and are all payed the rewards together. So helping you win means we get rewarded; you listening to us and growing and learning what we are meant to teach you, means you get rewarded. And shared rewards are always bigger and grander than just one person getting it. That’s why it will be a “together” thing. Its planned that way as it’s so much more fun! 
Shared pleasure, shared rewards, double the pleasure, or many more times over.
So keep listening, and then if and when you need a nudge in the backside, don’t mope and mull it over, just quick get up and doing what you are being “called” on to do—to listen and learn and love the Saviour more than ever. 
I love you. It’s all for love, remember. And you’ll love the rewards we all reap. –Given by a loving Lord and Saviour, from a heart of love.