6-Jan-2021_toss dreams like confetti
 (Spirit helper speaking: ) If you hold on to your dreams in this life time, rather than tossing them away and accepting the cross, you may get them in the next life at last fulfilled, but you won’t get too much higher, at least not right away. You’ll have attained the height of your earthly dreams of doing this good thing or that; having some nice home and such. God says He’ll give you your hearts desires, and will compensate what you wish for, because you served Him. 
But there is the other option: Having no will of your own. Leaving the choices up to Jesus. Then He can choose the prize and what comes next. Let it all go, let it fly like confetti dumped out of the open window of a low-flying airplane. And then go up higher. Your destination? You don’t really care, just as long as Jesus is Lord and pilot. “Wherever You want to go,” you say to Jesus, and so He takes you, first this way and then that. 
Sometimes you thought you had it all figured out where He was taking you, but when He seemed to make a loop and you recognise some of the scenery again, then you really wonder. “Are we going in circles?” but no, it’s all part of the plan to get you safely here then there, and teach you things on life’s journey. He’s deliberately allowing you to be a bit unclear of just where He’s leading, so He does a few loops and turns. But it’s going to be good in the end. He’ll see to it. There’s a plan to it all, and so you just flow with it.