6-July-2021_mud and blood
(Spirit helper speaking: ) We are bringing in the sheaves and harvesting the crops. It’s tough work, and lots of tears, both in yours and in our realm beyond your view. Lots of tools of all sorts are being used, and used in a variety of ways. 
And new tools are being formed and reshaped to reach the lost in all the dark corners. It’s a mess, a massive mess of mud and blood, of water and mire. None of us are getting by clean as a whistle. It’s soiling even the shiniest of the saints, but that is what war does. You get dirty and bloody, but fight on anyway. 
No matter what you do you’ll be called a sinner; it’s brother against brother; everyone says the other is wrong. But what do you do? Do you listen to the voices of men and people stating the way they think things should be? Nope. Or you’ll just be running around in circles taking commands from folks who don’t have the full picture and bark out opposing ideas and plans. In fact if you listen to odd voices, even though they seem to be sane, if it’s not for you, you’ll end up in a trap, caught in a snare, and boom your end will come faster and sooner than anticipated.
One voice is all you must heed—the voice of your instructor that rings in your heart and mind, telling you the very Words of God. They will only impart to you what is pertinent to your command and mission for the King. They will only instruct you on the best way to carry out the tasks that you, personally, have been commissioned to do.
It’s a mad house out here, my dear, and the messes that you feel you are in only are a touch of what is going on in the realm where we fight. 
Somethings that used to be kept more in the realm of the spirit, are being made real in the realm of the flesh, and visa versa. 
We bleed for you, we really do. For you hurt in so many ways. You not only have to watch your own back, but the backs of others, and it’s a fight for life in so many ways. Don’t be a loser by giving place to self pity again, for that is a deadly blow. Fight hard, dear one, and great will be the rejoicing in the realm you can’t see, where the actual wins and losses are shown up. 
You can’t be in this for what you can get out of it, but who you can bring closer to the Master.
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18-July-2021 
(Spirit helper speaking: ) It’s important that you get your directions, your missives, right from the “horse’s mouth” as they put it; right from the Lord God Himself, otherwise you’ll fall off the deep end.