9-Mar-2021_I know you miss Him 
(Spirit helper speaking: ) I love talking to you, because when you are listening great things can happen.
I know you miss your sweetheart [Jesus], the one you are devoted to. It has reached the point of turning away in trying or asking to see or to feel Him. If He didn’t come when you wished for it, you won’t string your heart out again. “Enough of this” you say. 
That’s why it’s in the book of Song of Solomon, for all brides must go through this time of partial separation, for that cements their love and gives them compassion on one another. 
You are having a hard time reaching out visually, feeling hurt, wondering what He is anyway. 
But please know that in seeking out His Word—fresh and older—you are making love to a very special part of Him; His very nature. Just read the word—His Words to you, and let them work their way into your soul and mind. 
Then when He “turns on the light” and you see Him for who and what He is, He’ll be so entwined with your soul; He’ll already be a part of you. And you will rejoice to know a fuller side to Him.