Healing with Heaven’s Wings
31-DEC-2020 
[Note: Last month the Lord lovingly gave me a time of deep healing and deliverance from a deep root of bitterness. I didn’t even remember about it until I read something and like a wave all the negative feelings came to the fore. It was so much a part of me I didn’t think I could delete it. 
I broke down and cried hard as the wave of hurt came flooding back again. I don’t think I even thought of it as a root that should be removed, but more like a negative part of my life that I was stuck with then, and will always think badly about. But it was my wrong perspective that was keeping me from healing. 
The Lord then had a plan to bring healing; an elaborate plan as it would take in depth work and time to get over seeing things in that negative light. Here, in this file, are some of the steps I was told to take. Also, the “20 scenarios_Healing with Heaven's wings” files played a big part of this time of healing and moving on from my negative feelings of the past. 
I will take out from the text below the very specific things, so that it’s easier for someone to read it and slip themselves in it, and see how they can find healing too, by taking these and other steps, as the Lord leads them.
This is just for the sake of giving an example; and to show that healing straight from Heaven, and only from Heaven when needed, is possible and is readily available.]
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First step—taking with Jesus about it
10-NOV-2020 
 (Jesus speaking: )  So we are going to have a little meeting with you at the table. 
(Vision: I see the table is like a screen with maps or info or something. It seems there’s Jesus and some angelic beings responsible for the situation. )
Yes, they have to answer to Me, as do you. 
So, can you explain the question you are muddled over?
(Note: It feels very on the spot, and they are really up there, like I’m so low down on the ranks and so small. It’s like a time of correction or something, alone with a team of shepherds, not quite, but similar.) 
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Next step—listing the specifics, spelling it out, to Jesus, what is bothering me
(Me: ) Jesus, I feel confused about what was right or wrong…. [descriptions of feelings and the situation listed].

The fact is that I’m still crying about the confusion of it all. Am I to get things cleared up here? I want to be clean. I want to have Your perspective. I don’t want anything to muddle up my channel for hearing from You. I want no dirt left around in my heart. 
Thank You that though they didn’t like the way I was, and I seemed to make it unpleasant for them, that they still supported me and supplied for me what was needed. That showed true love.
…. Did I miss something… I was in long term torment emotionally… Maybe You would have cured it …. Or maybe it was something I needed to go through to learn to fight for kids’ needs? 
Please tell me what You want to, so I can get clean from this past. 
(End of prayer and explanation to Jesus and those there.)
Next step—Hearing Jesus’ thoughts
(Jesus speaking: ) Okay, so what we have here, darling one, is two issues; neither are related. There is the issue of motherhood, and your calling and what I needed to do with you then and later on. But there is also the spiritual troubles that you were going through. These are what muddled up your view of them, and them of you. It started way before you had kids. It was the whole atmosphere. I’m not staying it was wrong, most of it, but it did make it pretty hard for you to adapt. 
Then that blended in when you had kids, still working on different wave lengths. But it’s all water under the bridge now. You’ve each learned a whole world of lessons, and are continuing to do so. 
It was like a school in many ways. You each had lots of lessons to learn, and you all weren’t on the same page. Communal living is hard at best, but try it in an era when there are battles intensified for everyone involved. This makes for some fires of extra trials. Can you let it go as a child does when they leave a school? It was giving you the preparation for when you graduated and moved on to new pastures. 
Then there was a whole new element—your husband. We needed to move him, for his own safe keeping, and thus it looked like he (and you all) moved away, for family reasons. There has to be a cover story. But really, he was in danger and thus were you. 
So now you are here, safe and happy, and with all your needs met. You have no idea how many times that husband of yours has been tried to be snatched away for all He has done for Me and for My work. It’s a miracle he’s still alive and well and thriving. 
So to get him here, there needed to be some heat, some discomfort, some unpleasant things. Otherwise, it would be way too easy to stick around. The disruption to the work would have been monumental. So things had to be worked out, as unpleasant as it was, to stir the pot and get him out of the area.
Then there was your own channel with Heaven that needed to be cleaned and polished, and times of intense testing make this happen in a hurry. You needed your touch with the divine in order to survive the trials of testings. 
So all of these and many more elements combined made for a rocky few years. But now you are all still serving Me, and your children are still with you. You have no idea how many miracles it has taken. Too many to even list. But please know that you have been kept by the power of God.
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Next step—listening to and connecting with angels who are to reveal themselves and give insight
(Spirit Being speaking: ) I was overseeing the fiasco, the disruption of peace and order. I knew how far to take things and when to ease up a bit. Believe me, it wasn’t the funnest mission, but in order to bring good about, some things needed to go to ashes, so to speak. And burning never feels right. 
Can you please forgive me for the pain I caused? It wasn’t to hurt you, believe me, but rather to bring the best results out of a dicey and possibly horrendous situation. You suffered internal pain, but it was nothing compared to what was planned by the wicked one. 
Sometimes we have to step in and cause a bit of pain, in order to divert the plans that would cause so, so much more. It was all for your good.
Love with me now and let me embrace you. I wound and heal with heaven’s touch. That’s why I’ve got two hands; two jobs, two types of jobs to do. –Escort you through the troubles, as well as do damage control. We might be a bit too fierce if we didn’t have to clean up the mess we leave in the wake of a battle. But one day all tears will be wiped away, when all is at last made clear.
There is a little nook in Heaven I have set up, reserved for the two of us, in memory of those by gone years. I’ll show you the medals of honour that were won, the two of us, and what was gained through those years and that era of your life.
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Next step—Doing as the instructions from Jesus and angels said (in this case, being loved up in spirit)
11/11/2020
(Note: Now I sit here, after having lots more loving with this one just now, in a waterfall place, in this nook. It seems if my mind tries to look back to [the hard situation], instead I get a vision of this angel and have to face him. I need to thank him for what he did for us, though hard, and get heavenly love from him. He’s there to give it, each time I want to remember the pain. He blocks the path of the mental memory. I just need to … get loved up.)
 (Prayer: ) Yes, Jesus, I don’t want to keep being violated by the past, but to be “filled” with Your spirit, like this key promise: “Pray desperately for the keys to rip out bitterness by the root, so there is nothing left but submissive and fertile soil that I can fill with forgiveness and understanding.”
I want to be submissive and fertile for Your love to come in and fill Me, and to have forgiveness and understanding—not just of people, for we can all be mixed up in what we do and why. But understanding, as in having God’s view of the matter. (End of prayer.)

(Eduardo speaking: ) Healing is yours through the keys of faith. When you choose the pathway of faith, and trust that truly God does all things well, and praise Him even if you can’t make sense if it, then you are blessed a hundred-fold for your sacrifice. “I will not give unto the Lord that which hath cost me nothing.” You give though it hurts, and He gives and gives again back to you. 
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Next step—Deep heart to heart communication with heavenly counsellor the Lord sent
12-NOV-2020 
“I am your ___ experience” this angel says. I am to think of him instead of all the hurts. 
I thought I saw a vision that he was getting an ointment to disinfect my wounds. I think it was going to sting a bit, and was menthol or something, fresh, minty.
I feel I want lots of loving, lots of healing, as it was such a big and long difficult experience. 
I don’t want to think about the individual battles, but I think I am now to get each one talked about, and healed. I think there is some Word to be said about them.
[I type up many specific things about the situation that hurt and saddened me, the memories that linger. These I have omitted from this written account of healing steps]

(Spirit helper: ) Why did those hurt you? What was wrong with them?
(Note: I looked over and saw that most if not all points on the list were about limiting or making it hard for me to meet the children’s needs, or do what I felt I needed to do as a parent.)
(Spirit helper: ) Now look over it again and see if you could or should have done things differently?
 Instead of “going with the flow”, should you have made a bigger scene, and caused them more pain, rather than being the wounded one? What did you have to lose? 
(Me: ) What do you suggest?
(Spirit helper: ) Sometimes we make things too hard to go along with the flow, just so you’ll swim upstream a bit. What will it take to make you say, “Enough is enough” and step out of line? You were being tested to see your tolerance level. 
(Me: ) I was considered the “bad guy” already when I was being as tolerant as I could, and trying to bear things as patiently as I could, yet I pulled to do things in better ways. It was considered bad to make a deal of things and not just go along with things. 
Should I have raised the roof more? My husband would have been under all the more pressure to “get me under control” and been all the more embarrassed about my “behaviour”. Please tell me, should I have been different? Or a test is what it is—just to see my level of tolerance?
Now I sit here, in new confines. … I feel the lesson is about learning submission; and that I’m not to fight. But maybe it’s the lesson again, trying to see my tolerance levels. Maybe I am to fight and speak up and press for this or that.
(Spirit helper: ) But what is the easiest? Or what is truly best for the children? Are you to be a peg for God, or a tool of this world? If there is something that is really bothering you, why not stand up about it. To sit and weep that you are robbed of this and that, of your being able to give the kids what they need, is a sorry state to be in. Have you really tried your best, for you and for your little ones?
(Me: ) I don’t know what my God-appointed boundaries are; what do I say yes to, and when do I say “no way, I am not tolerating that”. … But I don’t want to fight losing and pointless battles. I want to fight the real battles, and not be distracted with domestic affairs if I am to let it go and reach outside. 
(Spirit helper: ) You didn’t take care of the children’s health care needs when you had the chance, and so things just got worse. It took years and much pain to right it all. Whereas if you hadn’t yielded to the pressure to ‘conform’ it could have been fixed a whole lot sooner and far more cheaply. 
You cared about your mate’s feelings, but it only prolonged the pain he and you both endured, and you are both still reeling from the strain on your marriage.
You want approval and acceptance before you do this or that. In essence you want a carpet rolled out before you walk. But you need to be the path maker, rather. And that is hard. You get pricked. You need no one’s permission but God’s to do some of these things He’s asking you to do. You don’t need your instructions from the Lord to receive a stamp of approval from others.
There is a whole lot of hell going on, all because people conform and don’t stand up for what is right.
[He lists the things I need to fight for and do for the children, even though not mate-approved]. 
I hate it when people say you are no longer responsible for them. That is crap. A total lie. For God’s sake, do what a mother, a fighting mother is to do, and not give in to complacency. 
And we are just getting started.

(Me: ) So what realm do I get involved? My hands are tied from much hand’s on. There is rebellion against what I want to have done—like I don’t count any more. I don’t have weight. My word seems to mean nothing.

(Spirit helper: ) Oh, darling, a few fart smelling words shouldn’t make you think you have lost. That’s what the enemy is trying to tell you. 
What do you most want? Or feel you are being cheated in?
[I list the things; not written here.]
(Later I write: ) I was communing in my heart and mind about this, and this new change of being more of a fighter instead of a victim, beaten into conformity. I realised that I have totally thrown in the towel and forsaken some of my responsibility. I have conceded defeat and as if I have lost. I hardly even pray for my children anymore. 
I feel like I have given all I have for them, and I feel my dreams our lost and won’t come into reality. I feel like that poem “If” that I gave all my earnings and lost. But the Lord is telling me through this to keep fighting and trying. I need a character change. And I need to know how to go about it, or I’ll just offend people and chase them away even more. 
So I sat for a long time thinking about these things, while the Lord took care of the baby there with me. He played with 2-3 little cars, happily, only his own, quietly, for I don’t even know how long. The Lord was so sweet to give me time like this to think, pray, meditate, while He distracted and helped entertain the little one playing in the room with me.
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Next step—Praise:
The angel told me to then praise the Lord for 200 things that were good in that situation, things that were right, or a good event, or some good fruit that came out of it. … And so thus started my praise time, thinking, straining, being open-minded to memories of a positive nature. By the end of it, it was clear that there was far more good than what I perceived as bad. I’ve been in the mental habit for the past 15 years to think totally negative about it. 
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Next step--Dancing in praise!
Then I put on some really good praise songs, the kind that makes me want to dance. And I held the baby in my arms for some of the time, as he likes this kind of music, and likes dancing. And we would dance up to the big picture of Jesus to say hi and give a kiss, and he likes that lots and smiles.
I was dancing off the shackles of being bound to negativity in this situation, while genuinely praising the Lord for that time, praising for all the good things I was just listing and remembering.  It was really uplifting and a liberating moment.
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Next event:
It was raining some of the time this was happening. --Just as my tears had been falling about it all. The thunder and lightning came.
Then, when I looked outside there was this huge, bright, complete, perfect rainbow in the sky—double rainbow! Jesus was making a rainbow of my tears. And this rainbow in the sky shone bright for longer than usual. I got to see it for a long time.
The funny thing was, I couldn’t get the baby to look up and see the rainbow right away. I kept pointing and pointing, “Look! A rainbow! Up there!” But he was too distracted looking down at the mud being formed with a puddle as the rain kept falling. He could only see the mud, not the rainbow. Good lesson. 
So how did I get him to see it at last?  I had to turn him upside down! Then he naturally looked up to the sky, which was “down” for him. And I saw his eyes noticed it. Like “Oh! What’s that?” So then I turned him right side up again and he was able to look at it and see it, and stared to say “babo” or something like that to mean “rainbow”.
I guess things have to be turned around a bit for me, and things feel a bit upside down so I’ll look the right way—Up. If I insist on looking down, then I might have to be turned upside down so my “downward” gaze will be “right side up”. Then when the light is at last in my eyes, things can be straightened out again. 
I guess my gazing at the good and praising the Lord was like looking at the rainbow.
Keys promise: Call on the keys of bravery as you walk through the fire, for peace amidst a raging storm, courage to smile through your tears, and faith to hold on till you see My rainbow of victory.
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Next step—Forgive and communicate with others (even just in spirit)
“Now write a letter to them, even if just in your mind,” came the instruction to my mind.
So as I stood there looking at the rainbow I “dictated” a letter to each of the people who were involved with the situation, mentally thanking them for the good they had done, and the nice ways they were, and what they had done for me. –Remembering and thinking of the good.
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Next step—Loving Jesus
“You owe Me one,” Jesus had said, after our praise time. So I’m asking Him what He wants me to do, in thanks for winning the victory and all the good He has done. (And for putting up with the pain of my negativity.)
“Write 5 stories to heal and help” cames to my mind. So I’ll be doing that. [Note: These went into “Bedroom Delights Series” and also some are in the “20 Healing scenarios.]
I had some good time loving with Jesus. 
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Next step—Bible study
When I woke this morning, the thought came to have a Bible study on verses to do with it, that I’d find something there. 
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Next step—Healing ointments and loving from Heaven
14-NOV-2020 
Key promise: “Multitudes of angels are waiting to pour My healing balm on your wounded heart, and you release them through the power of the keys.”
(Vision: ) I see some white paste of some kind being mixed, like its made from some kind of root—like from mandioca or taro or some kind of potato type root. I’m also aware that the root of what I perceived to be a bitter experience, that has become so much of the built-in furniture of my life, is getting looser. It could almost be removed. Yet I am aware that there is a bit of the hairs of this root that is still very attached to me. It’s like there is still a vein going from me into this root, something still alive, and so it can’t quite be severed. If the root, rather than being pulled, were instead to just shrivel and shrink and collapse and die, that might be one way to help this remaining strand come loose.
(Angel speaking: ) I’ll speak to you on it. Yes, the remaining bit that is still attached is the ongoing part of your life, the living parts that remind you daily, of what you went through. Your family members, and the health issues that you still deal with, that started there. Sometimes that is the main reason why people can’t leave their past behind, because they keep being freshly—and painfully so—reminded about what happened. The consequences of the past are still in their face as they go about their day. 
That’s also why something does become a big bad root of ill feelings, because it’s painfully remembered each day. They wish things would so totally change that they would no longer have any vestiges of what they went through. But that’s not always possible. In fact to change things that dramatically would be quite an upheaval and just as intense, if not more so, than the trouble they are having. The cure would be more traumatic than the affliction!
But what you can do is kill the root, so that the living parts of you that link back to the past, don’t go anywhere. The memories don’t link to the past. So for example whatever is now part of your life that reminds you of what happened years ago, and that then triggers all those bad feelings, that’s what needs to go. You might still have the troubles of today, but you can cut the thoughts off, so they aren’t a living link to the past.
And that’s what the paste of Heaven’s medicine is for, a paste to remove the past, without totally disrupting any vestiges of your life that are due to the past. We can’t just remove any and all reminders—for your very children … will always remind you. So like I said, all memory triggers can’t be removed, just, shall we say, the “hyperlink” that when clicked on takes you back and compounds the negative thoughts in your mind all over again. 
This is the paste of “forget the past” potion. You really have better and more Heavenly things to do. When this is rubbed on the root that is so intwined, it causes it to diminish and decompress. It melts it and causes it to collapse. Now, the negative past is no more. Without this root in the way you can see the good better. Your present time things that still link to days gone by, are still there, and still link, but the negative that intercepted, and that had to be gone through, is not puffed up and big and blocking the way. You can see back into the true past now, not just the evil root that blocked the way.
I’m going to apply this paste to you through our lovemaking times. God’s love through me will cause whatever is not of God to vanish and be gone. I’ll change things once again into being thoughts of “good, lovely, pure, good report, with virtue and praise” and all those good things. 
So, thinking bad thoughts about the past really contradicts that checklist—a list to check if your thoughts are coming from God’s mind. And you can’t put on the mind of Christ with such negative thoughts blocking your view. 
Okay, so let’s get started. 
There’s a place I like to take my “patients”. It’s down by a brook of water. It’s here where they can get rid of the past and let it go, place it in the brook and move on feeling so much lighter.
You stand in the brook, your feet and ankles being washed over with the refreshing water. I stand facing you and holding you. I know the water feels a bit menthol, kind of fresh, and it’s extracting things from your system. That’s why I hold you there, lovingly, so you’ll keep standing there and letting the water do its job.
Then I lay you down by the water’s edge and spread my healing lotion potion all over you, into every place that this root of evil memories have affected. It’s both a “killing agent” and disinfectant. It’s nothing that you are to do, but a work of Heaven, for your willingness to be made new and receive healing. 
The parts of you that can only be reached with deep loving making, are then reached, as we love by the rippling water. I pour this potent potion into you. I inject it to get your system to reject the bad and give it up. I fill the place that the root would be taking. 
Now, whenever you think of the past and your memories go back there, you face a thought of me and my loving that is ready to be there for you, all over again, and again. Now, you can’t think of the past without a good memory and fresh reminder of me. I’m with you and in you and applying the ointment of Heaven to you. 
I brought you through that traumatic time, and now I have the task, the commission to see you through the after effects. It’s part of it. It’s part of the job. 
So your new memory is what? When your thoughts try to take you back, there is me standing, your conducting angel that gave up so much to help you, and now wishes to complete my mission in bringing heaven’s healing all the way. 
You see me standing there, shining and glowing, and ready to hear your thanks for all I have taken you through, and fought for to bring you safely out. And I am ready and eager for any words of appreciation and loving embraces. I’ll love you for any times that were really hard for you. Okay?
***
 Next step—Claiming the keys
Keys promises I compiled from the book, and read and claimed a few times:
Bitterness strangles and destroys like a cancer, but My keys of deliverance will dig out and burn every last root, leaving no trace in your heart or life.

Claim the keys of forgiveness and starting over, that your child will forsake any bitterness or resentment and not allow the Enemy a stronghold in this area any longer.

The keys of the Kingdom bring freedom from bitterness. Claim them, and you will find the liberty of My Spirit and renewed faith.

Absolutely any negative thought pattern, any previously entrenched lifelong bad habit can be broken through the power of the keys. Call on their power to vanquish the old and negative, and create the new and positive!

The keys of the Kingdom are a strong “pesticide,” which will kill any roots of bitterness that the Enemy may plant.

The keys can form, pattern, and overlay a new positive you over the old negative you!

A heart that has been crushed, humbled, broken, and whose soil has been watered with tears, results in the perfect ground for Me to work miracles through My key power, and for newness of life to spring forth and blossom like magic!

Pray desperately for the keys to rip out bitterness by the root, so there is nothing left but submissive and fertile soil that I can fill with forgiveness and understanding.

The keys of deliverance and victory have the power to instantly burn the old circuits, rewire you, and make you a completely new creature from one moment to the next, if you’ll put them to the test.
	
With the power of the keys, all obstacles can be removed, any spiritual problem can be overcome, and any hurt or bitterness can be healed. With My love and your patience and faith, and with the keys, nothing is impossible.

When everything seems to be tumbling down around your ears and you feel as if there’s no hope, call out to Me and My keys and I’ll lift you out, up, and above it all!

When you pass through the waters, call on the keys and I will be with you; when you walk through the fire, you will not be burned.

Claim the keys of cleansing to rid your life of bitterness, and I will perform deep surgery to remove every last vestige and replace it with My joy and peace.

The keys can give comfort to the brokenhearted and help ease your sorrow. Just call on the keys of the Elixir of Love, which will pour out its soothing balm of peace and faith upon your troubled heart.

Comfort, faith, and peace of mind will be yours as you call on the keys.

The keys have power to make the period after an ended relationship be smoother and without the fiery darts of the Devil. Claim them as often as necessary and they will be turned into white-hot swords of fire that will burn out any jealousy, bitterness, resentment, or lack of acceptance of what I have allowed, leaving no trace of these afflictions in your spirit. I will replace them with peace, joy, contentment, and yieldedness.

I will mend your broken heart as you give it to Me and call on the keys.

The power of the keys will be a wellspring of joy to your heart and mind.

If you feel that the darkest hour has come upon you and you just can’t seem to snap out of it no matter what you try to do, call on the keys for help, and they will lift you above circumstances and conditions, and help set your feet firmly on the Rock again.

Claim the power of the keys of spiritual healing, and I will heal your broken heart, no matter how long you’ve been living with heartache.

The keys of faith will help you to rise above any obstacle, difficulty, or heartache.

All seeds of bitterness, disobedience, division, doubt, gossip, jealousy, pride and unyieldedness will be blasted to bits when you call on the keys of the Kingdom. Say the words, “I defy and resist these seeds of the Enemy in the power of the keys,” and it will be done.

There is no heart broken beyond repair, because the power of the keys of comfort to heal and mend is unlimited.

When you feel down and can’t see your way out, reach out and take My hand by calling on My keys of comfort and direction, and I will lift your heart and encourage your spirit.

Call on the keys of comfort and your spirit will be filled to overflowing with the comfort of the Holy Spirit that will bring you through difficult times.

Your heart is broken, but I will gently mend and make you even better than before. Call on the keys of My grace to be sufficient for you, as I create in you a masterpiece of great and priceless beauty.

There is great faith in the keys. Call on the keys of faith and they will give you eyes to see things in the spirit, the way I do.

Call on the keys of bravery as you walk through the fire, for peace amidst a raging storm, courage to smile through your tears, and faith to hold on till you see My rainbow of victory.

I will hold, comfort, and encourage you, and with the power of the keys of surcease bring supernatural calm and peace to your troubled and weary heart.

You can regain My joy, your strength, by calling on the keys of joy!

Call on the power of the keys, and the keys of comfort will heal your wounded or broken heart. You will be blessed with the tender heart of Jesus; and though you may feel weak, you will be stronger than ever before, and capable of reaching the hearts of many in need of Jesus.

The keys can soothe your troubled heart. Call on the keys of love when your heart is aching, and the balm of the Spirit of love will soothe it.

Activate the keys of positiveness in your life, and see Me change your perspective and outlook to one of happiness and praise.

Choose happiness by calling on the power of the keys to change your perception of things, and you will have a new outlook on life.

Contentment of mind, heart, and spirit is yours to have as you call on the keys of contentment, trusting Me to fill your heart and life as I know best.

True happiness of the spirit is found in Me through believing the promises I’ve given and taking a stand, by using the keys to trust, believe, and know that happiness is there for you, just around the corner.

If your state of happiness is compromised by the attacks of the Enemy, lift high the standard of the keys, and their fire, spirit, happiness, and life will rejuvenate and lift you.

The keys have the power to restore your happiness—My happiness in you—so claim their power and be transformed!

No fiery dart of the Enemy can counter the true happiness and joy of My Spirit, so when he attacks, strike him back with praise and the keys of overcoming and he will flee.

My Spirit of happiness cannot be stolen from you; the Enemy can only take what you give him. So use the keys with conviction, claim their power, don’t give in to the Enemy, and My Spirit of happiness will remain alive and vibrant in you.

Claim the power of the keys continually for My control of your feelings and emotions, and it shall be given you. You will experience a change, even if you haven’t in the past.

Happiness cannot be measured by how you feel, how life seems to be treating you, or how buffeted you may be. Happiness is found and activated through the keys, through believing that their power will sustain you through the stormy weather.

If you’re at the end of your rope, seeing no reason for happiness and contentment in life, look to the power of the keys and I will restore your joy and appreciation for the life I’ve given you.

Open your mind to My mind, and the voices of confusion, doubt, and darkness will disappear. The keys bring faith, and faith gives you access to My heavenly thought power.
	
Spiritual weights cannot hold you back when you wield the keys of contentment, happiness, and positiveness against the lies of the Enemy.

If life’s trials have left you low, without joy, remember that the keys have power to overcome all obstacles.

You can rise above anything through My power and the power of the keys.
	
My Spirit of happiness will possess you, becoming your joy in life, as you call on the keys.

Counter the depressing blows of the Enemy with the keys of happiness; block his blows with the keys of contentment; retaliate with the keys of positiveness, and he will be defeated.

Whoever you are, whatever age you are, whatever you’ve been through, you can rise above through the power of the keys of the Kingdom.
	
With the keys of joy, happiness, and peace surrounding you, you automatically activate the keys of strength. My joy is your strength.

The keys can change your mindset, giving you a totally positive and praiseful mindset.

The keys can bring joy and happiness to you, in spite of how you feel. Just try activating the keys of merriment and mirth, and don’t feel guilty in doing so. Happiness is a gift, and not something you can work up. So no matter how you feel, those feelings can be overruled by these special keys that can bring joy back into your heart and life.

The power of the keys can enable you to put the past behind you and go on. They can supernaturally deliver you from remorse, sadness, or heartache over the past and cause you to move forward in My Spirit.

The keys of faith can give you My perspective, to help you see things as I see them, to understand why I have brought them to pass, and to know that it will work together for your good.

Think My thoughts and what I have promised you as you call on the keys, and you will have power over the Enemy’s influence and will rise above.

The keys will enable you to face reality. Call on the keys and I will clarify anything you ask Me, and you will rise above as never before in triumph by My Spirit.

Call on the keys of faith to help you to see everything in a new light.

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Next step—United prayer and anointing with oil
14-NOV-2020
(Spirit Helper speaking: ) Now you need to be anointed with oil, and prayed for by people there on earth, for that shows your desperation, contrition, and humility. And it gets God’s attention well too. 
It’s something supernatural you are asking for—a re-adjusting of the mind and memories, and a disruption of the very old, sadly well-travelled mental roads to the past. You are asking for a renewed mind. It’s become so much a part of you—sadness being synonymous with your past place—that it’s nearly like asking for a new ear to grow, like on the high priest’s servant, in the garden of Gethsemane. 
You want the old to be cut off and the new to grow in its place. (This shows that bad memories, and off colour ones tainted with bitterness, can affect your hearing from the Lord. That’s why bad roots must be rooted out. And I’m here to help with this.)
So, we are going to pray for you, and if you can get a team or anyone else to come before the throne on this matter, then great. 
I’ll type the prayer here, and you can “amen” it, and if there are others who want to do the same, it will prove beneficial. I know it’s impossible for you; that’s what prayer is for, to ask God to do the things that are impossible with man.
Read the keys again and claim them. This releases the power to work on your behalf. 
Though my prayer will be in another tongue, and with power that you can’t see and hear, I’ll place a prayer here in your tongue that can be prayed there by you and others.

(Prayer given: ) Lord Jesus, Darling of my existence, I really want to hear Your Words of truth, and be free to do so without anything of the enemy or my past hindering me. I want no tentacles or roots of the evil one grown from lies, to be blocking my channel and connection with You.
This time of cleansing is wonderful, and I want Your Word to keep cleaning me. It’s because I wish to only live for Your Word. I have seen the world, all round in so many places, but the pearl, the only pearl that I find worth giving all for, is the pearl of Your Word. 
So take from me all remains of my old world, the “me” I thought I was, the hurts, and all that is no longer fitting for what You have for me to do and be now. I want to bury the old, and for new growth of heart and mind to spring up. I want to be so clean that your water washes through me in total cleanness, without anything of myself and my past in the way.
I want to be a clear crystal vase that can hold Your pure vial’s liquid, and only it can be seen and tasted—no dirty finger prints of the past, or old bits of this and that left on it from my lips or others who held it up to theirs. I want to be so clean, that all that is seen and tasted is Your pureness. 
I don’t want or need anything else, really, but Your Word. And to get it I know I need to forsake anything that hinders the flow and its clarity. Wash me, purge me, and make me clean. Transform me and renew my mind, Jesus. 
Anything in my mind that shouldn’t be there, or shouldn’t be called up from the memory bank, please take it out or make it completely inaccessible. Anything that is corrupt doesn’t need to load up in my mind’s computer program. Only Your Heaven approved files do I want to have access to. Only what is good and true, lovely and pure. I want to be linked to Your mind Jesus. I want my mind’s computer to get its data from You, and only from the Network of Heaven. Everything that is of the enemy, every mental virus or corrupt file needs to be wiped and cleared off. 
I claim a newness of life, in Your name, dear Jesus.
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Next step—Communing and fellowshipping with Jesus; mediation and praise
15-NOV-2020 
(Jesus speaking: ) Read through the “Dove Diaries”—these will bring so much healing. [Did it.]
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Next step—Receive in prophecy and vision “20 Scenarios of Healing in the arms of Heaven”
Angelic Experiences—Healing in Heaven’s Wings were received in prophecy.
(Angels speaking: ) “Darling.” I take your hand and invite you, with every bit of charm that I am graced with, to come with me. 
You are dressed in Heavenly attire, and we together walk through a Heavenly portal. There is so much splendour outside this door. You see a part of Heaven you haven’t seen before. It’s nothing like on Earth. It’s so vast and spectacular. There are people flying, and colours of all sorts are seen in the designs and structures. We, of course are going to fly. I pick you up and hold you up in the air by the waist and we spin in the air a bit, smiling as we look at each other. 
“Welcome to a bit of my world,” I say. 
[For the rest of this account, and to read the other messages and visions and Heavenly Healing sessions, see file: 
“20 scenarios_Healing with Heaven's wings”
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God bless and help you as you reach out to receive whatever healing and rejuvenation is needed! 
Whatever you need, He has it planned perfectly to meet your heart’s needs, your personality, your interests, and your practical situation and ability.
ISA.40:29 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.
ISA.40:30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:
ISA.40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.