More Healing with Heaven’s Wings
DEC 2020 (For adults/mature—very personal)
 A few P.S. Accounts of “20 Scenarios—Healing with Heaven’s wings” (other file)
P.S. #1--On the number 7, about being submerged quickly in hot water. 
It said, “So when your eyes were closed, and you focused on being in a state of surrender and entrusting your whole being and ‘what happens next’ to Jesus and to me for Him, then I seized the moment and took you in, all the way, real quick, and then up again. You hardly knew it! By the time you opened your eyes, you were already emerging up again from the water.” 
[Note: I wondered what “hot trial” and wet/tearful time was going to suddenly come. I knew something would come; it always does when I am warned in vision. Boom, it did happen all so fast. It would be very involved and personal to our situation to try to describe it, and you’d still not understand the implications of it and why it was such a blow. But it was one of the things that ushered me more into the new chapter and era I am to live in now. ]
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Then there were other attacks and battles, all at the same time. But I needed comfort for sure. 
Here’s a bit of what I wrote about it:
“The 23rd  of November was a very unusual day, in many ways (and a fierce lighting storm in the night before too). Monday afternoon I was suddenly being really attacked, personally. And I’m not talking about the spiritual just in my head kind of thing, but for real. Out of someone’s mouth for a significant amount of time, maybe for up to half an hour, kept pouring horrible things, all attacks on me, verbally, personally, … Things that if I dwelt on them would have just about finished me off. I would have been wounded for life, it was that utterly horrible. 
I knew it was all words of the devil, and that it was merely an attack, and that the person hardly knew what was going on. (And wouldn’t even remember what they said.) But it was this strange and fierce attack. I could hardly believe what was going on. I kept quiet for the most part.
What helped keep me sane through it was a few things: 
--The Lord warned me in a vision earlier that day—when I was having intimate Loving Jesus time (a good time for Him revealing secrets)--that something intense was coming, so when it struck I wasn’t surprised, but expected it. (It was a vision of me being beaten with a thin small rod, like this verse says: “PRO.14:3 In the mouth of the foolish is a rod of pride: but the lips of the wise shall preserve them.”)
--And I kept thinking about the story of King David when he was crossing the Jordan, as Absalom was trying to take over the country, and that man kept pouring out all these bad words to him, false accusations. But King David kept quiet and said the Lord was allowing it. (2 Samuel 16:10-12)
2SA.16:10 And the king said, What have I to do with you, ye sons of Zeruiah? so let him curse, because the LORD hath said unto him, Curse David. Who shall then say, Wherefore hast thou done so?
2SA.16:11 And David said to Abishai, and to all his servants, Behold, my son, which came forth of my bowels, seeketh my life: how much more now may this Benjamite do it? let him alone, and let him curse; for the LORD hath bidden him.
2SA.16:12 It may be that the LORD will look on mine affliction, and that the LORD will requite me good for his cursing this day.
I needed to get quick healing from Heaven, so spiritual infection wouldn’t set in. And a time of spirit love and visions and all, fortified me as they brought me what I needed, in the mysterious way Heaven’s workers do.
Here’s first of all what I typed from my time of love with Jesus, when the Lord got through to me and also gave me the “heads up” warning vision of a strike soon to be made on me; and here also is what I typed later when I loved with the healing-transmitting angels afterwards, after the battle.
23-11-2020 
 (Question my spirit asked Jesus: ) What do you want me dressed in?”
(Jesus speaking: ) Leopard skin.
We are wild. We live on the mountain. We take no chances with life, thinking it may go on and on. We seize the opportunities and live life with vigour. 
When you are sleeping by the fire in our mountain cave, dressed in nothing but a scant loin and back covering of leopard skin—the remains of the animal displayed on our cave wall as a reminder of our conquests—and I am moved with passion, what do I do?
Do I wait until your groggy eyes awake? No, for when you do, there will be other things on your mind—the cooking and scrounging for herbs and grinding up seeds. I cannot wait, for then it may be too late. 
I lay side My spear that I use when guarding the entrance to the cave, lest unwanted prowlers dare to make their entrance. But when all is calm, and you are asleep, I make an entrance of My own, into the caves of your soul. Wildly I enter, crying out, and you respond with the same cries. You are very responsive. If you didn’t want it you wouldn’t be wearing such scanty clothing, that when sleeping on your side or stomach, leaves the view for Me to see as I stand guard.
I know when the time is right to strike. You never know when I’m coming in, but that makes life all the more intense. I never come lightly, for that might wake you too much, and you’ll be distracted with other thoughts. When I make My sudden entrance you feel it suddenly, and it causes you to cry out. 
I love the way you cry out in surprise, in pleasure, and fulfillment. I love the way it makes Me feel to at last be one with you. I could go on all night, but you do need to rest, and the guarding duties I will resume. But it gives Me something pleasurable to think about--when and how I can make love to you next, knowing that you are half hoping for it, just about any time of the day or night. And I won’t disappoint you, though I may surprise you more than a time or two. (End of message.)
Here’s what I recorded in my praise diary:
“Then to show His love and healing to me, the baby took an unexpected nap later, and I had some more time working … and some really nice spirit loving, with a vision. The baby even half woke up a couple times, and then returned to sleep. Such loving gift. And then shortly afterwards I felt so refreshed, as if I had a nap. They did something to me!”
(It was really neat, as I had been so tired, but then I got this feeling, the kind I only get after a nap, and it came to me then! –without sleep or rest, just “resting in the Lord” and receiving the love of Jesus through Heaven’s team.)
Here’s what I recorded in my file, a brief glimpse for me to remember the spirit loving:
After loving Jesus (Eduardo spirit helper, helping me a time or two), and in vision anointing oil being poured all over me, then I had unusual visions for the last 3 times of healing love:
The first was as if I was a tree, and needed the roots to pump sap up into me. Asking for God’s sap to fill me, and be rooted by Him.
Then the next helper was facing me as I sat, my knees were raised, curled up, and I sat under a waterfall. It poured down on me, in me, gushes of water. Cleansing.
Then I was in a garden, and wreathes of flowers, and vines of flowers were on me... [censored]
(Spirit helper speaking: ) If you are not afraid of wild sex from beyond the veil, your own heart’s needs will be tended to, for sexual intimacy leads to intimate talking, and this is good for your spirit. You’ll be naturally more open to hearing from us on this side as a result. I love you!
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Two days later, to go along with the vision of Jesus, the leopard slayer:
(Night of 25th Nov, 2020, a vision: ) Jesus and me were in this cave of sorts, or room. Houses are all square, but this was more like a cave, rounded ceiling and walls chiselled and carved out; one small room in a rock/mountain, a room made of rock. The cushions all around that we were sitting on and leaning against—the long oblong cushions lining the walls—were covered in the skins of the beasts He had killed; leopard skins and others. It was a place for wild love, and quiet secret communing, just the two of us. I really liked being in that room. The ambiance was quiet, yet a place for wild love of Jesus.  
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[Note: The healing of that wound was so complete. It was tended to promptly so there was little chance for me to mull over the words that I had been beaten with verbally. I don’t remember what was said. It’s washed away with Jesus love. Heavenly thoughts over-wrote the file, and healing oil from Heaven healed it.]
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P.S. #2—On the number 19 “Rock Removal”
Eduardo had said: “I am your ‘pill’ to take if something starts hurting you again. Some hurts take more than one session, and repeated love up till you are all fixed up.” 
HERE IS AN EXAMPLE OF ONE SUCH “PILL/ SESSION” I WAS GIVEN, WHEN I REQUESTED IT. I’LL LEAVE IT VERY SPECIFIC.
3-AUG-2018  
(Note: At a different occasion, when feeling the types of pains that he was sent to help me recover from, I did as instructed and made a request for a therapy session with Eduardo.)
1.)  I explain the pain: About the hurt at Christmas when I was listening to what to me was a loving Jesus song, aloud in the kitchen—the songs are like my friends, the only ones I have from years past that have helped me through and can cheer me on now. [It was pure water songs of the Children of David.] But I was told to turn it off, as it was “hard” music. I haven’t played music publicly any more like that. So I can’t live in a place, in a house, where I can freely listen to music filled with the Spirit to cheer me on—if the style of it is harder and not the flavour that suites my children and husband. That’s fine. But it wasn’t about music, but about a feeling of a friend rallying me on, motivating me on. I yield to it, as I am to just be a servant to this family, and if hearing that style of music isn’t best for them and grates on them, I’m happy to let it go. It would be a million times worse if they were playing evil music in the house. I’d rather it be this way—wanting more gentle beauty of sound. I wanted the passion of the intense message that stirs me. It’s part of the way He made me.
(Eduardo speaking: ) We, your friends, though invisible, are surrounding you and cheering you on. Thank you for being willing to change. That’s what makes a happy home. You have to be willing to give and take. This changes you for the better. You’ve given up friends for the children’s needs, and that’s been a sacrifice in some ways; and so it’s just giving up one more set of “friends”. [The music.] 
I know you are hurting too, that even if you were to meet the friends you knew before, things would be different. They’d be different, and you wouldn’t feel they’d draw you in closely, that they are on such different wave lengths. Oh darling, we’re here for you. Let me love you now to make my point. Then start again. It’s a new life, you’ll attract the right kind of friends and soul mates, ones that are made of the right stuff. I feel for you. But if you put first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, all these things—friends if they are needed—will be added unto you.”
(Question: Is it just in the spiritual, the new friends? That’s fine if so. Just need to know if there is something I am meant to be doing.)
(Eduardo speaking: ) First do the “seeking God’s Kingdom” part, and part of that is learning to work more with the spiritual realm. Later if physical friendships form, then so be it. But for now it’s just to do the first part of the program. The rest isn’t your doing. You do the part that is up to you to do. Got it? Good then.
Loving session for the hurt mentioned above: 
(Vision/spirit trip experience: )  It was a lovely vision of loving. I was in white, some sort of clothing or cloth here and there like loin cloth thing with some green vine decoration. It was on a couch-bed thing of olden days, white. He was white and light filled. An oral pleasure was the flavour, fervent, focused and skilled, and then two lovely ladies were at each of my sides giving me chocolate, kissing, etc.)
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2.) I explain the pain: Also a hurt was that [name omitted] seemed to put lots of value on being well liked. She was asked to be a shepherd of other young people, so it’s probably good that she tried for things that made them admire her. But I cared nothing for shallow opinions. I would go the other way. It was a waste of time anyway. No matter what I might have done I knew I was destined to “be without the camp with Jesus” (Exodus 33:7). We used to be close, but then she despised me in this. It still bothers me that she’s into the physical so much. But that’s just her. For her mission now, to people who do look on the outward appearance, I’m sure it’s just what she needs to be like. But being left out like that—especially because I choose the spiritual side of things--really hurt.

(Jesus speaking: ) Eagles don’t fly in flocks. Some people are just made to be out away from the crowd in order that they can accomplish their task, their life’s calling and goals. It helped you to not be peer dependent but to live your life. This helps you in fulfilling your mission. I gave you some other dear friends then—* and *. You formed a sweet and tender bond. Yes this too had to be severed as they took a different path, and that cut your heart. But if they had been around, you might not have had the vacancy for some of the other people that you formed love and friendships with. It was time to move on. The best is given to those who leave the choices up to Me. Also, if you are with friends that aren’t going to aid you in your spiritual life, or will hold back your growth, this too was for the best. All things work together for good to them that love and trust in Me.

Loving session for the hurt mentioned above: 
(Vision/spirit trip experience: )  Eduardo and I were in an open train car traveling on and on. It was going through the sunset time, then the starry night, then greeted with the sunrise. We were in sleeping bags, while the train chugged along. This time it was my turn to give out the oral treats, and more and other pleasures were known that long and lovely night with various natural light displays. It just kept going on and on. I was completely healed of the hurts by the time our nightlong loving was complete—nightlong in vision.)

(Eduardo speaking: ) Darling, if you hold to the past in your heart, there will be little room left for new things. Just as the day brings new thoughts—or more like the night has laid many of the thoughts of the previous one to rest so you can think more clearly for the next day and its challenges and joys and all, so do you need to do. 
You need to go to sleep in a way, on your past. Let the night fall. Let the old times depart into your distant memories that are kept alone in the hands of your Maker. If they start to trouble you again, you just need to go to sleep in His arms. Rest in His love, and know a good and long time of loving. Then sleep. Put it all to rest. Tuck each old thought into bed and say, night-night and put the dark on them, while you move on to the light of new things. Settle the past to sleep. Don’t stir and wake it up. New life, new love, embrace the new—know the love of Christ.
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P.S. #3, On the number 20, comment on what happened:
[Note: The angel had said: “It’s time for vessel varnishing. You are as a vase, costly and well formed, with intricate painting and patterns and design. With much thought and care the Master painted on to you, making of your soul and your life what He deems is beautiful. Now it’s time to cover it over with a coating of clear varnish. This makes it shine, but it also means intense heat to bake it on. It’s the type that needs to be baked to make it the most effective.”
And so it happened. Right away! Suddenly, that day. Wow. There was a week or so of very hot days, all of a sudden, and the baby got feverish, and I went through intense testing, all at the same time! It helped to have this message to hold on to, in that very intense week. And I learned more about the art of praise; the weapon of praise. 
Then I read this quote! Amazing! I guess praise can help protect me from getting so many hurts now and in the future. And time loving with the ones in the spirit that Jesus has given to conduct me through life is helping to fortify and heal me quickly.]
“Praise is like the toughest varnish a carpenter puts on the wood. It protects the wood from scratches, spills, and termites. Using praise is the way to glaze your spirit so that no matter what the Enemy throws at you, you can't be marred.” #3760
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19 DEC 2020  
A vision came, that reminded me of this painted vessel:
(Vision: ) One of the visions I had, when loving with Jesus and my conductors, was one of them picked me up and put me in a charger type of thing, like our home phone is, you stand it in its stand and it’s charged up, otherwise you can walk around with it. 
When I was placed in this thing I had a light and a halo on me.
Then this angelic being started to paint on me designs, trying to make me as nice and beautiful as he could, for Jesus. The water he used for the paint was his tears. 
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(Note: And it is in this time now—December 2020—that He’s revealing my spiritual conductors to me more and more, and the love we’re sharing heals from the battles of the day and gives me strength and joy. 
Here are some of the messages I’ve typed from them during December, during this special time set apart with Jesus and connecting with Heaven:

Some selected messages from and about my conducting angels –Dec 2020
(Jesus speaking: )  Work with your helpers. Work very closely indeed, for it is through your use of all of Heaven's power that you will gain on the infiltration and entrances of the enemy, rather than lose battle after battle. You must gain, and you can only do so with the keys in hand; with My unbeatable power there at your side, ready to fight, ready to aide you; ready, on call, for all manner of trying situations. Keep your feet shod and your loins gird, and always keep your sword ready for use.
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 [Note: I had started asking more about them in November. I’ll insert a message and vision here. ]
November 2020: 
(Vision of camping out at night around a campfire, with a few men—my angelic team. We would love at night, and travel and fight in the day. Working with them, fighting alongside them, means we are close and love together, but also means tough battles and training. Not just a gentle team of ladies. 
It’s men stuff. Gotta be brave. I don’t mind being there for them in relaxation time. I had wondered about who it was I love with in spirit—that I see in visions--and it’s seeming now that it’s more than just one, but different ones at different times. I wanted insight. This message then came in the night: )

9-Nov-2020 
(Spirit helpers: ) We here are your aides, your confidants, your companions. We work as a team. There are more than one of us waiting to get in to you and through to you. Let us love with you, day or night, and we’ll be satisfied. How to do so? Honour us with your gentle whispers in the quietness of your mind. Speaking harshly or with lack of caring, or aloof, and we don’t care to engage. Do the same with your loved ones there.
Lie down and make love to us, with heart and mind and spirit. We are just a whisper and prayer away. We love to be near—we need to be near to you. That is our commission, or sanctioned appointment. 
Do you want love? We’re craving it too. No, it’s not unfaithful to Jesus—as we are all in Him. Like being in a pool of water*. Are you with the water or with the one you are swimming beside? Both really. Jesus sends us to love you and carry and support you, and your love is transmitted back to Him. We are channels of love to and from you. We are partners. Flesh and spirit. We work together. 
We are a horny lot, and can’t quite get our fill. So anytime you need some loving, just say the word, and we really do get to benefit as a perk for the otherwise rather quiet, sometimes lonely, and most of the time thankless job. 
We come in bands. Never alone. If you hear about one, you certainly can know there are a few others around as well. 
[*Note: “Pool of water.” I’d forgotten this idea, when I received a special vision during spiritual love up time the other day. Here is what I briefly wrote:
27-DEC-2020 
(Vision: ) The other day at loving time I had a vision. I was joining the many others in this river of pooled love, where spirits all mingled and met and shared love all together. (Like the feelings of love, not really action or doing things.)  
It’s something hard to describe as it’s not in this world. But it was above, like a river up above, and swimming in this pooled love with all these spirits and souls all loving one another. You don’t know who you will brush up against, swimming there, all want to give love to everyone. Those who have free love to give to all, can put their love there, and give the feelings of love to whoever enters that water of loving spirits. I didn’t feel I had anything to contribute, any love to give, but I was there to receive, and there was plenty of love there; that’s why it’s there, this all together pool and river of love, to give love. ]
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Resuming messages from December 2020 (Note: some were included in files I’ve sent before.)
 (Question: ) How do I work closely? What does that mean?
(Angel speaking: ) To put it simply, you need to hear our calls. And to do that you need to be open. Receptivity comes through desire. For if you crave to be one with your Lord and Redeemer, and you have let us be your aides in this, we can come in, in so many ways. Your constant desiring will pave the way for a good line of communication between us. 
We have to keep up an ongoing strong communication; you have to want us. Because believe me, we want such close intimacy with you, we are made to be one together and nothing will dissuade us from reaching that goal. You can try to go here or there for a while, but you'll only meet us in a new way, a new idea, a new method. So you might as well drop the robe, melt into our arms, hear our whispers, and ask for it again and again. 
When there is true love, there is true and deep sharing; and I mean of the closest kind; the kind where you don't hold back even your most sacred thoughts and intimate secrets. If you trust Jesus with your heart and you let us in on your most intimate thoughts and share your deepest concerns, cry your hottest tears that we can wipe away, then that really is being one with us.
Jesus hasn't put stipulations on what you can and can not share with us; we of your closest band of warriors and conductors, want to meld with you to a degree you have yet to learn.
Let's love together, fight together, whisper secrets to one another, and generally live life as a unified team.
This concept of one man one woman was for a time, but now is the time to form bands, for now is the time of serious warfare. Though two can chase a thousand, the more the merrier, and the more there are of us helping and healing and bringing honour to our Lord, the sooner the victory will come. 

(Jesus speaking: ) I'm in you darling and I'm never going to leave. Let's lovemake our way right into the future, for you are going to need it; need Me; need the whole team. 
"They shall bear you in their arms". This team is doing just that. they are carrying you, and carrying you through. And they bear the consequences for all time of what happens or does not happen with you, the life I have entrusted to them. Just like you know this is the way with the children in your care, so is it with the host who do bear you. 
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8-DEC-2021
--Is there something new that You want to show me and teach me?
(Jesus speaking: ) Lie down now and love Me, and I'll show you.
[Vision: I had a vision with each time of loving, of a different spiritual helper, close companions and escorts. It was like an object lesson to help me remember what each of their main jobs are, or what they are responsible for, even if they call other helpers to come and get the job done with them and through them.]
The spirit helpers or roles these ones fill are:
*love giving and nourishing
*training and fighting for you
*cleansing you of the past and renewing you for future usefulness
*strength and long life, protection in so many ways all around you, keeping you in a nest of health and productivity, warming and keeping you
*your mind's eye to the heavenlies, channeling to you and peering into you to see what's inside--the eyes of the Lord.
(I’ll list them below, but first it reminded me of this quote: )
15. The key of obedience is a vital one for you to claim and use now. It is through this key that the gates of Heaven will be opened to you, and through which you will come into My presence like never before.
16. I'm excited to see what you will do with this power. I've trained you, cleansed you, and set you free to use this power. Use it wisely‚ call on it regularly, and invoke the spiritual powers you have available to you through this charm--the charming charm of the keys of Heaven. The keys may look quaint, they may look pretty and like something you'd adorn a necklace with, but through this power you turn the locks to the powerhouses of Heaven, which will release anything you need or desire in order to do My will in your life. (#3525)
Here are the 5 visions/ helpers/ roles that are filled
--And explanations from Jesus just received now (3-JAN-2021)
#1: I was naked with some flowers on, leaning over a table sexily, baking muffins in a kitchen. This one was making love to me and feeding me all kinds of delicious desserts. [Angel for giving delights.]
(Jesus speaking: ) He ensures all the losses are well covered for, for I said you are rewarded “in this life as well as in the life to come eternal life”. He gives joy in place of sorrow; and lots of love. He has a whole team that can be called on for making things right again, and sorting things out so you are fit to carry on healthy and whole, with peace and joy and the whole lot. 
#2: With a horse whip, cracking it, riding hard, as if he was a jokey on a race horse. I saw a close up of his face and upper body, as he fervently was driving on. He is to be driving me fast to move and go. [Training and correcting; trials and tests.]
(Jesus continues: ) Of course people would tend to want their whole day filled with love, joy and laughter, but there’s more to life than that—there’s the reason you are here, too, and that takes training and endurance. So this one helps you actually do and complete the mission. In some ways he is more rewarded in the life to come, as he receives little compensation in this life time. 
#3: Long white garment by the river, poured water on me. He washes me. [Times of tears and heart purging, cleansing of spirit; deep Word and connecting with Jesus.]
(Jesus speaking: ) He ensures your times are deep enough and feeding enough, and if not, he stirs your heart to remember this and that, in order to create a hunger in your heart; a feeling of need. When you are on your knees calling for repentance and forgiveness and knowing you are utterly weak without My spirit and help, you can be sure this one has a hand in it. He works together with #2, for you need the Word to wash and cleanse, and bring the strengthening. Then of course #1 gives the joy after the rain. So really, they all help to move you along, as a team of close mates, closer to the goal and in the right condition you should be in, or as close to it as possible. 
#4: Long hair, a bit reddish brown, all over me. Hair was his tool/ symbol. Each thing means something.
(Jesus speaking: ) But strength of spirit isn’t all you need. Strength of body, health and well-being; physical care, and perseverance in life you need, and not to do things that would risk your life’s well-being. This one gives you the will to live, and to do whatever it takes to keep at it in the physical realm. Sometimes making you hungry, other times not. Sometimes making you love others so you have something interesting to think about that will keep you going, other times giving new interests. –But each thing is for the purpose of keeping you alive and wanting to go on, and taking care of your body in a way that will keep it functioning well. And when you can’t get what you need, he fills in and just gives you the strength needed for a task. The hair is to remind you of long life, and the strength of Samson. There is more to be learned on this one.
He gives you faith for the future, and a reason to go on. And he fills in the gaps when the breach to living is too wide and you would fall and collapse, or be taken off the track. He helps preserve your life, strength, mobility, functions of all your physical upkeep and well-being. When tasks are more than you can actually do, he ups your ability to do them. He keeps you going and doing.
#5: Darker skin, and has that look in his eyes like when the glasses are taken off. He looked me right in the eyes. 
(Jesus speaking: ) The eyes of the Lord; for insight, wisdom, direction, leading; transport and taking you places; guidance, instruction. He helps transmit messages to your heart, mind and spirit. Through his eyes you see things Heaven’s way.
[Now the other two: ]
(Jesus speaking: ) Now a few more await to speak. I'll let them do so...
(Angelice--your all around guardian and transporter: ) Beloved I have seen your faith grow, and this is peace for me, for with faith we can scale any mountain. Let me hold you, darling, and transport you where you are meant to go. Be near me and together we'll make it to the next height, or through a cave when it's best.
(Female Spirit helper, with a string of names given, speaking: ) Delighter of the heart of Jesus, I care lovingly for the heart and for the body too. I keep you functioning well, and cherish you with deep love in all the ways God places in my bosom to care for.
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(Jesus speaking: ) Each of your helpers has a key call that they most readily respond to. Learn their calling address, and speak the word and activate their power. Speak the word "and your servant will be healed". You have but to speak it, say it, and so shall it then be done.
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9-DEC-2020 
(Angelic escort team: ) 
Beautiful darling, we loved with you last night, and now as the morning sun kisses the land, we get on our weapons, gird and prepare for the day's battles. You are precious to the Lord.
The stars were our covering last night as we encamped beside the fire, hot and glowing. We all took turns abiding close by your side and whispering to you both as you slept and while you rose.
We feed you now while you take in a bit of nourishment before the day's journey begins. We feed you with corn, wine, and with love. It's fun when you are wide awake, in the light of God's Son, to love freely with you, for we know you mean it and want it, not just because there is nothing else to do. 
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8-DEC-2020
(A Spiritual overseeing authority, with a name I am to keep secret: ) 
Hi darling. Your calls have been reaching me, from your heart to mine. I’m looking out over the future and seeing what is around the corner and beyond. 
I love you and will keep looking out for your welfare.
Don’t get so troubled by the now, the pick and shovel work, the weeds, and the ugly moments. It’s going to be watershed before too long. The tears to be troubled about are those of the lost. Pray for seed sowers, those who can spread the seeds.
The love of Jesus is past finding out, for it is a wealth inestimable. Jesus’ love in you and through you is going to change the world around you; it will light you home; it will feed and caress you. It will make love to you. It will be your battery that keeps you going.
Take hold of the heart of Jesus through communing more deeply than ever before, and He will be thy exceeding great reward and strong defence.
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8-DEC-2020 
(Angelic message: ) 
Some secrets are too good to be kept, for they are fashioned indeed to not be private, but shared. This takes nothing away from their beauty, but blesses others. 
And so is the tale of our love. 
There once was a female warrior in a band we’ll call “Ecclesia”. She was fervent, though lacked the skills to perform all that she’d like to do. A team was called on to put her through a training course, for that would be most pleasing to both her and her captain.
No, it wasn’t to be an easy task, for training and preparing for battle is never easy. 
When she rode off that day, along with her trainers and escorts, she wasn’t too sure she could manage all that would befall her, for the road they traveled on, to enter the zone of battle training, was dark and eerie; nothing at all like the light she was used to dwelling in. 
But as the shadows darkened, one rider stopped, as did all. He came and stood beside her and placed in her bosom a bright and white stone that was filled with and shone out the very same light of the city of lights where she dwelt. This would light her way and make her feel at home, in a small way, whenever the light was focused on. 
And so onward they traversed, stopping here and there along the way, as each town was like another part of the battle training course, another room in the school of learning.
But never was she alone, for her many constant companions, trainers and protectors were by her side. 
Like the five stones in a young warriors hand, use to slay a giant of his day, so did this female warrior hold on to the five who walked and rode and brought her through. 
*** 
(Jesus speaking: ) The Keyes are your force, the team of representatives of Heaven who are granted all access to the powers needed to win the mighty wars of God. You think there aren’t ranks and access permissions in the Heavenly realm? There are. All wish to be a part of this final show down war, but only those who follow hard after Me, and have trained well, get to be a part of the Keyes forces, for it is and will be the toughest battle yet. 
You all are being trained, and so will be a part of this warfare as well.
 … So become one—be one with the Keyes. 
Want to get up in rank and filled with more power than you’ll ever need for earth’s puny battles? Hook up and be one. Fight as one. Love as one. Focus on the united goals. Be one with Me. Hear my one call and each respond in your personal way that you are to fight—each in their God-given tasks.
You think you have lots of time left to keep learning to use the keys and hope do it right? The Keyes are here, and you must get fighting with them. The day of the Lord is at hand. Warrior on. There is not a moment left to lose.
*** 

16-DEC-2020 (After an offending occurrence.)
(Angelic message: ) I know you feel cheated and like you’ve got the raw end, a servant, as a slave really. But one day this cross will transform into a crown of glory. You’ll have made it into the all-stars. 
Servants are we, living, slaving, pushing, and benefiting, in our Master’s work. We all are focusing on the same mission goal—to usher in the Kingdom of God. And boy it’s going to be good, fun and everlasting.
Don’t take your mission there for granted, or take it lightly, for it’s a key place with lots of pegs hinging on it. 
Gird up today and fight for your family and for the welfare of this little one. 

 (C.T. Studd speaking: ) 
“Choose ye this day whom ye will serve” every day you slave for someone or something. Every moment something or someone is your boss. You get to pick who tells you what to do—yourself or others, or your commitments, or longings, wishes and desires. Let the Lord Jesus be your guide and boss, cause then you won’t get cheated. Faithful is He who calls you, who also will do it. 
*** 
18-DEC-2020
(Angelic escort team: ) We are going to conduct you through this day, but you are going to have to listen real well, for we are not commissioned to yell, but to speak, and if you are still and quiet, you’ll hear the directions we are leading you in. 

(Note: When the day was done, during heavenly love up time, when with the last one, I had this vision of time with them:) 
“I’m going to make love to you,” he said. He was very majestic or up there in rank or something.
He possessed me and filled me, and took me flying away to another place. Through the stars or something. We were then sitting on the surface of a planet. He had this planet; it was his. He used his hands to touch me and make me come. It was very casual. It was as if it made music, every touch, every type of way someone touches or kisses or loves, makes music. He touched me with the same air as if someone was sitting there playing a musical instrument. Because apparently it does make music, or did. 
I remember then seeing their outline, and stars and planets filling it in; like they were a door to outer space if I were to step through the outline. 
So, seeing the beautiful coloured space view I then stepped into it.
When I did it was like I stepped into a doorway that was thick, like several feet thick. It was keyhole shaped too. Their outline seemed to change to being keyhole shaped, rather than the outline of human figure. 
I stood in that deep doorway place and then it seemed to capture me there. I didn’t go out the other side. I was in a vehicle, this was a portal to transport me. Once I was in position, it closed around me and zoomed off. It was a sphere or ball, like a planet zooming and orbiting through space.
It was a portal to transport me, and a vehicle to do so when I stepped through it or into it. And it was a planet shaped vehicle. All the while, it was the angel that I was with or within. 
Maybe it was a parable to show: Angels can be like portals and transporters to new get us new places, in safe sheltered ways. 
*** 
Reminded me of:
29-Oct-2020 Silvannus (with the blue diamonds of God’s Word) (see Seeds of David 196)
…So step into the transporter that makes time fly by. Darling, you are in our hands now, and you are going to be transported from now to eternity. Just how fast it seems for you will be determined by how much your mind is in the heavenlies and looking past the temporal. If temporal things seem to grab your attention far more than the things of God from the Spirit of God, it’s like zooming in and focusing on the small details of the road of life as you go along, and it’s going to make things seem to be going by painfully slowly. But change your perspective and you change the speed of travel, or at least your perception of it. Heavenly warp speed.]
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27-DEC-2020
Excerpt: 
(Jesus speaking: ) What power do you need? Receive it through the keys, My Key in you. Love with Me and full power you will get. 
And how do I do this but by the vessels I send out to you to transmit the explosions on a small scale, all transmitting My seeds and passion. The angels of God come into you and bring that bit of My life, My power, and boom miracles then happen.
But if you are too shy or too proud to partake of sex with an almighty God and Redeemer, and receive it at My “hand” through the hands of the ones bringing this power right into you, into your midst, then you’ll miss out on the hearty love feast that we all are having. 
It’s an explosion. We are hating evil, but we are really loving the good, “loving” in the verb and active sense. That which is of God, the “good” is what we are loving up, coming into, empowering, and activating, which is the same as reaching an orgasm. 
My troupes love their job as it’s really climatic to say the least.
You on Earth have a touch of this feeling, but when you get up here you can have so much more pleasure. When an angel is releasing the power of God’s Keys to a receptive and eager person, and it explodes in a miracle of some sort, it’s really a wild loving explosion. It feels so good. It’s better than a hundred fucks you might have on Earth. 
So call for the Keys of God to come—the ones that bear the semen and seeds and power of God to be inserted into you, and the explosion to come about. But do more than call them to come, take it to the next step, join with Me in a love feast. Let the explosion be complete. Don’t withhold. Let us be one with you and fill you with our loving, again and again, many times each day as you call and let the miracles be released through your faith.
*** 
(Jesus speaking: ) Of course the angels want to be sent out to spread My seeds of power, strength, to be bearers of My truth. I let them explode with extasy when they pass it on. It’s orgasmic. 
Yes, they fight evil, but they love with good. 
*** 
(Spirit helper message excerpt: ) Yes, darling. It’s me, Mr. Studd, or my new name which I have, but won’t tell here. You can call me “Studd” for I love to be of assistance in the department of loving.
But I of course have other goals and missions; love is a means to an end, the end goal being life and liberty for all, for then can all enjoy His love in full. So we love however we can, while reaching for the goal of life and liberty.