Oct 2020_a few little quotes
(Jesus speaking: ) You have to be in the obedience seat to get the prizes and My Word is a prize for the long time obeyers. Don’t worry. You’ll be helped.
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(Jesus speaking: ) You’ve studied the scriptures, now hear what I have to say. … There certainly is always much more to say. It’s the hungry who get filled, not the fully and busy. It was the hungry who were hungry because they wanted the Word of God, and it cost them giving up everything else.  (Note: as in feeding the 5,000 and the 4,000, they came to Jesus for His words and healing.)
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(Jesus speaking: ) Just carry on, day by day, even if you don’t make all the right moves, and say all the right things. Just the fact that you didn’t give up, that says something to Me. You tried, and even if you fail we are weeping tears of rejoicing because all the more lessons are learned, even if the hard way. So pluck up and carry on, and just keep taking one step in front of the other. Grace will be given to you, that you won’t faint or fail. You are learning, and that is the goal. 
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 (Question: ) What would be deeply fulfilling for you? Deep satisfaction, tears of satisfaction, Jesus?)
(Jesus speaking: ) When you let Me love others through you and seek for their joy above your own, this gives Me a real thrill; because I can then enact so many of My plans and dreams.
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 (Jesus speaking: ) The goal was never for [children] to not make any wrong moves, or make wrong choices, nor to never displease Me. But to LEARN; and to see that I am wiser and surer than they (and wiser and surer than they thought I was, too). And wisdom comes with age; as they are tried and tested.
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(Jesus speaking: ) It’s not about you OR Me, but about us. If I could have done the job better without you, I would have. It’s not about your vanishing, but Me living, breathing through you. I just want you and I to become more of an “us” each day. A single unit; loving and living as one. If it takes breaking you down to do it, I will. Because ultimately I know you’d rather not be left out in the cold. Right? Being one is so much better and sweeter and rejoices My heart. 
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(How to have a clear channel?)
(Jesus speaking: ) Having no will of your own in every area of your life, because only then can I allow you and afford you My full protection and coverage. 
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(Jesus speaking: ) You are a warrior and you will have tests--a means to practice using the weaponry from our King. How will you react when sudden trouble hits? What do you reach for? Does the trouble make you focus so much on it that it makes you forget you are armed to deal with just that? You have to have training sessions. 
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(Spirit helper speaking: ) Come in to the tabernacle again, so you know you are loved, cherished and well looked after. When you are here in the spirit, everything makes sense. Do you know you don’t really have to fully understand about every working and manoeuvre in order to love the fight and to be happy in Jesus?
Let us warm you and cherish you. It’s going to be a long one, this fight and move forward. But you know you are on the winning side. Even if all you can do is smile …even if you don’t like every side effect or part of the battle, and it seems you are losing other victories. For God’s sake, praise, if that is all you can do. And fight to give not place to the lies and disparaging thoughts that are trying to pull you down.
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(Jesus speaking: ) I fuck my troupes. I visit their tents at night to pour healing balm of the elixirs of God on their wounds. I sit and sing to them, songs of healing and of courage. I’m am there with them in their tents, in whatever way is needed. I do early morning exercises with those who need more skill training so they will be sharp and fighting well.
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(Jesus speaking: ) Open up to receive the stories from Heaven. Stories heal. Stories teach. Stories reach, and  help you feel good again. 
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(Jesus speaking: ) I can make you want Me so intensely that you can scarcely think of anything else.
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 (Jesus speaking: )  I’m not going to wait around—and neither will I let you—when there are hungry brides to feed. So get on and keep on with the sucking of seeds, and I will return the favour in numerous ways.